HI there,I'm carol from Ipoh =) Curently studying at Utar, Perak campus. Hope you enjoy reading ;D
|everything is still a lie...
love? Wednesday, February 4, 2009 * 4:13 AM
im asking myself.. am i still believe in love in this moment?
im too naive before this.
i trust people easily..
I swear at this moment, i'll never...be the same ye shin again!
i understand one thing right on this moment..ON this second..
in a relationship, the most scary thing is...NOT we know there's no ending for us in the future.
it is..the feeling that being cheated but you have to hide it deep inside..to wait for the right time to talk about it.
i still remember how i ever curse my farking ex last time when he cheat me for having another person in our relationship. i still remember how much i love him that time...
but thank god, god had lead me the way back to the right track..
it's still fresh in my mind how...much i suffer during the time to forget him.
and its still very very fresh in my mind every word that he talk & speak to melt my farking naive heart..
and now.. the history is back again...
for this moment, i don't want to mention anything.. as it will effect both of our studies & final exam.
i'll let ya know...
i'll never lie the one i love!
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i'll let ya know...
u'll regret for the rest of your life... [=