yo..
my laptop down ard.
no internet for a week.
and finally im using qian's laptop for weeks after he fix my laptop.
thanks him very much actually. :D
he's so kind.... *touch*

yey. actually i should be happy now but exam tomorrow.
i felt depressed.
when chat with matthew just now on msn, i cried out of nothing.
swt, i guess i need to rest and i miss home ard.
i really miss my mum... i wanna hug her tight next week.
wait for me~!! LOLs.

tomorrow have exam for economics & computer studies.
die man. how to answer the stupid question??
10 fill in the blank, 10 true/false, 10 matching, AND 2 short answer!!
i going to die tomorrow.
help me....!!
i want to study now but i dont have ohm lar.
what should i do?
i wrote many many 我 , 爱 , 心 and my own name on a piece of blank A4 paper which Goik teach me to release tension.
i guess it helps abit.. LOLs.
he also mention that... i can be mature when i want, i just dont want to be.
haha..i guess its true.
but i dont know why.
i just lock myself on..
i try to accept what the realities are... but i just lock myself.
i feel insecure.
i need time by my own i guess...

heyyy, exam lerrr..........
carol must study ard!! cannot lazy lazy arr....
later low marks den die lo.....
must gambatee!! oni ppl will sek sek mar...LOLs.

talkin to myself. siao ard.... haha...

LOVE me...MEmeME.
ONLYme.
whee!!~~
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|sleepless night...

Saturday, July 5, 2008 * 4:19 PM

uh? today i didn't sleep the whole night.
Ricky's friend - goik, came around to my house to have some alcoholic drinks.LOLs
having fun drinking with him, he's kinda friendly and talks alot.
its great to know him in Kampar.
my first impression to him was, he's nice. he know how to cook quite well where guy like that seems like going to extinct ard. kaka..(no offense)^^
[ love someone who love you ! ] thanks Goik :D

what i do to fill my bored time in between?
i surf net, drink Carls, Heineken, and tried Vodka , explore my laptop but still failed to online*shit*. then they played mahjong and DOTA.zzz...
5.30am we're going out to mamak, too hungry ard.
afterwards, Goik come with the idea to watch sunrise since its going to be 6am ard.
its come to disappointment when we cant see any sunrise all of sudden the sky looks brighten ard. sigh....
i guess we should have go to hill to get the nicer view. LOLs.
its freezing cold that time, the wind is so cold and fresh.
i guess its time to fall asleep in lullaby. haha.

then we when back home at 7am.
i went to sleep right after reach home,
i was so tired after the alcohol and sleepless night.

i woke up at 9am which is too early and fall asleep again until 11.30pm.
i guess its time to revise and do ass today.
huibin,yiehuan,kelvin come over my place and its expected again.
we only surf net without doing anything. sooooooo sweat!!~

wake up!!! when we will going to work it out?? when??
worried.....zzz

i wish that my test will just turn out great.
i must study for the test.
i must score.. no people will appreciate us if we failed.
people will only stick around us when we success.
its reality!
i want to success!! gambatee.....

love myself !! *hearts*
*updated on 12/07/08

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