HI there,I'm carol from Ipoh =) Curently studying at Utar, Perak campus. Hope you enjoy reading ;D
|downcast for a moment
i would like to say sorry if my attitude hurts anyone out there. Friday, May 30, 2008 * 1:06 AM
i know i quite emotional these few day, i just couldnt.
i was worry about anything.
well, come out from house. all have to done by my own.
its quite difference in NS in every aspect?
maybe.. now i have to find my own food, timing on my own, money limited.
BUT what i got is freedom which i wanted it so much last time.
i miss home!
its quite depressed here because i was really worried about my study.
i trying to do my best, but its really hard.
the lecturer talk too fast and its quite hard to understand because i dont have basic in accounting and economics. i really hope i can understand and concur it. sigh.
i hope i can adapt myself here as what i wanted.
i want to be the best among all.
that is what i wanted.
i know my parents pay me, i must make effort on it. i really dont hope they disappointed again.
here, i want to say sorry vv much to ah gor.
i hurt his hand on 28may08.
i really dont know it will hurt u lo..
very very guilty ah..
gor forgive me la..
i know u very da fang one.hehe
muaks back. blek =D
oh, about da mei ren.
glad that i know her lah.haha
i guess my gor too.
so proud right?kaka..
whatever la. i just need friend same group with me
i dont want alone in tutorial class.kaka
and its better if that 'sek mo' not around us.
i cant really concentrate if he around..
pls go away from us.
if not, i will kick ur ass & make u never forget.hahaha...
want ham sap, go far far la..ee..
bian tai la..eee.....
later i post in net say u bian tai only u know.haha
don't disturb my friend arr!!!~
oh ya, gor ar..nex time in class knot talk to much ah..haha
owes so blur de..
we must gambatee.
cannot waste money arrr....
we must prove that we can do it!!hehe...
thanks for the notes ar gor..
missyou.hehe.
when u see this, i think u want vomit lo.kaka..
:D
oh, momo is getting better la.
glad that he pass the interview in KL as the architecture...er student? learner? hmm..
somehow like dat.haha.
miss him also le.haha.
gor dont jealous oo...blek
he also my best friend in kem.hahaha :D
and ya, steve! my half half husband.haha
wish him all the best in his studies.
i know he getting busy with his ass now.
dont have time for me, but its ok.
haha [=
uh? time to slp ard ar.. 2moro have to wake up early.
many things to do, so little time. lol.
*ciao*
LOVE ME 4 WHO I AM !~
|1st day of class.
what do u think how my class would be? Tuesday, May 27, 2008 * 2:23 PM
lecturer class is not what i wish for, many student in a class doesnt sound great.
there are 4group combine and each group is 30person max.
for the very first class, i sat behind.
Darren and me reach there around 12 as show in the timetable but the student have place their sit in the class. so we have to stand for a few minutes before the lecturer came in.
quite embarrassed because we had be the attention of the class when the teacher asking all the student to sit .lols
but its ok. i wont be late anymore because being sit at the back of the class really mean nothing.
im short and its really hard to concentrate on what the lecturer is teaching but its ok for the first day of introduction to the coarse. [=
So, my first class would be computer studies. Mrs. wong is conducted the class, she's kinda pretty but her voice is really soft to be heard especially from where i'll be sitting. =p
the class went off so fast after en hour and I going back home and be ready for the next class after 2hour.
during the off, i go find my sis. she being so down for her result. she might be withdrawing her diploma. she say its really hard to continue anymore and she felt like she is just wasting money.
so i go there for a while to accompany her for a talk to comfort her although i knew it wont help a little, ending up fall asleep on her bed for 10minutes. lols
then i rushing to fetch my gor at his house to campus for the opening account of public bank.
they got make a promotion to student to open account for only rm18 otherwise its cost rm250 if open personally.
well, i think i would glad to take that chance.lols. but when i reach there, there are lots of people queuing up and i don't think i have enough time for it because i got class 30minutes later. lols
So, i have to break out the chance!
we ran under the rainy day for the car before reach the block D for the next class.
we reached there 15minutes earlier for the god's sake and sit nearby to wait.
the class before us went off late a few minutes. i guess the lecturer is having a great time teaching without notice the class is actually end.
So, i rushed in to sit a better place than the first class. I though it would be ok but it doesn't! i cant see the white board, i didn't bring spectacular around and some of the big size fella sit infront. sigh.
its the mathematic for business class! yea,mathematics term is used but the math is like add math in form5. lmaoz.
I really have good time in the class [=
and that night i overnight at karpui's house. =p
i hope she will be ok now.
all the best for her... :D
|3rd day in kampar.
don't have time to write blog this few day. Thursday, May 22, 2008 * 11:47 PM
busy adapting myself at Kampar, so didn't write blogs for the first day in kampar.
now at Darren's place, in the room with pei nan so called Steven, his friend.
online with his wireless router. he's friendly :D
so, i just come back from super with them at mamak next to 7eleven.
Steven is hungry, just now dinner he didn't eat much because the cooker give him a lil which is not enough to fill his big big stomach. lols.
well, gonna overnight here.keke.
yey! i will back by tomorrow! hurray... *wink*
i miss my parents very much..especially my bro. =p
how im doing this few days?
well, basically its good la.
having too much freedom.
too much freedom leads to very much responsibilities. lmaoz
well,can mix well with house mate - ricky & jess.
but sometimes was arguing for my rights with ricky.
i felt that he control me too much ard like my bf.
i want freedom!!~
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wats is in my mind now?
lets see..
why the strong connection builded in NS can just disappeared like a wink. like we dont know each other before? i was really so upset today when i saw some of the NS friends that act like totally stranger to me. i was trying to talk to them but they seems like ignoring.
what da heck happened man?
why people can totally difference in person and net?
they looked friendly in net by writing imissu all those stuff but in person, i don't get that kind of respond. =(
now i understand a principle for life.
build a friendship could be easier than to hold and keep in touch with each other.
but i hope its not true anyway.
i might be forgiveness.. BUT patient is limited to every person in this whole world. lols
is it too sweet to be end?
OR
too sour to end?
sour is harder to forget than sweet.?
i choose sour.
because we got reason to forget than a reason to-not forget.lmaoz.
is it longer relationship can stand a higher chance to be with till the end of life?
i think not.
longer relationship leads to boringness because they don't have black and white to hold them together.
how to find a life-long partner?
how to believe whether the words from HIM is true?
(HIM is meant for guys.)
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these day trying to improve my language by reading novel. Saturday, May 17, 2008 * 12:46 AM
da name for the novel is quite blue namely, How To Sleep With A Movie Star! by Kristin Harmel.
its a nice thing to do when you're bored and i gets addicted to it.
i love how she start the sentence off and the story goes well.
I've read half the novel now. want to know what is it about?
its a bout A girl,Claire which is only 5feet tall working in the magazine company, Mod Magazine.
she live with her boyfriend,Tom who is a cool writer, knew him in the high school.
Claire job is to writes about the rock star, singer, movie star 's profile or celebrity life for the Mod magazine with is in the circulation war against Cosmopolitan. She had interviewed many many popular star for her piece.
She had to interview Cole Branon,the well spoken and , for the august edition in the weekends and just a few day to pass the piece up to the director.Meanwhile, she is having some difficulty with Tom, he's cool with her now.Even she is sex posting infront of him, he dont even look at her for the excitement. She think that they need time for it since they live together for over one year already,so she plan to seduce him this weekends but the time is not allowed.
On Saturday, she have to interview Cole in the high standard restaurant for brunch. When the interview going on, she remember his best friend in the Mod magazine,Wendy, told her that Cole Branon is a sex addict, the gossip circulate around with her publicists, Ivana. Claire starting to fall with Cole's gentleman. She admit her boyfriend doesn't treat her like Cole do, plus Tom doesn't even effort to pay all the bills for Claire.
So, the climax is quite complicated yet exciting. After the interview,she edit the piece on Cole Branon to be hand in to Sitra, the fashion and beauty editor to edit the piece before send to the publish apartment, she went back home hoping they can spend time together that night with sex. At home, she saw tom on her bed making love with a brunette, she has indeed a good body with skinny legs and look familiar. she found out that the brunette who sleep with her boyfriend is Sitra's sister,they meet at the Mod party last year.
How is she going to survive after kicks her 1year relationship boyfriend that she thought it could be forever and the tabloid with the hottest Hollywood star. Cole and Claire have been the front cover of the Tattletale with the hottest gossip " Cole Branon found a new sex toy!", the picture of her with him in the cab, in her apartment and the flower that he send to her office etc.
what will happen to her next? is she going to fire by Mod for spoiling the magazine reputations? is she and Tom going to work it out? or is Cole Branon going to care for this? are they going to work out together? hehe..borrow the novel from me, its full of imagination. [=
|need time to b alone. my prob? or them?
i really feel sad after calling. Saturday, May 10, 2008 * 3:55 PM
i shouldn't call them? or i should call them earlier? or i don't treat them good enough? my prob? my attitude? or they never really take me as their friend? idk.i really don't understand.
i was really sad they go out together without me. is this a friends made up from? before this, i saw them in JJ, I don't have much feeling cause i also going with Onie without them.
but this time is very very difference because some of them have to leave - for college and matrix. I think i have the right to see them the last time before we really busy on our studies. plus, the one who's going to matrix is my so-called husband! its really sucks. I rather dont know they are going than i know it now. its really downcast.
this is the friend that i mean for? friends??!! shit.
what is the meaning of friend now?i don't really understand.
getting so damn disappointed.
feels like going form6 is useless.
i want to get to new places asap.I'm no longer stand this kind of place where i feel sad with my friends. i hope i receive offer letter from Utar asap. please god.
couldn't resist to this kind of places. *sad*
Yesterday went parade with Eric, he talks alot of things which inspires me a little.
once he told me,
IF one heart consist of 4 chamber, what do you wish to fill in?
sadness or happiness?
there was too many things u have to care and think of.
thousand and millions of things.
human never failed to learn from mistake and past.
if 1/4 sadness and 4/4 happiness, he said he rather 4/4 happiness because
sad or happy the day will pass by.
why you want to waste your time for the sad one?
i said, idk. and i just smile. [=
i guess he understand what im thinking.
thanks to him alots. arrigatoo!!~
oh ya, JW also inspire me alots.
i chat with him the whole night, i found that we are same in thinking neither most of the aspect.lols
we always talk about love problem.
he say nobody will know what will happen in the future.
even how much u love each other now,human hearts - male or female will change.
changes of human heart including the way of thinking, behaving etc.
people will change the point of view when they are adapting in the new situations no matter where they are - new people, new surrounding, problems they might face soon or now, etc.
So when you're in a relationship, don't put so much of hope in.
its not that i ask u not to believe him or what, just don't fall into it too much.in other ways of telling don't so absorb into it.
its to prevent from much of disappointment when broking up.
BUT if you're still together over than fews year then its good. just let the time to prove it.
Prove it by actions, not words.
words can show it a second, but actions need the whole life. :DD
touching le? lols. [=
well, i think i shouldn't feel sad for them again.
its not worth it la..
cause they dont even take me as their so-called friends.
why should I?
well, its pay by how you treat me.
yea, im that catty. so what?
its abit bizarre, but this is the realities.
world realities is so mean ard.
and this is just the starting of it =p
*imissyou.
|2days in Genting. ;D
yeah, 5th of May we go Genting as planned. 8am must reached ipoh to depart but we're late. not me ya, its Ice. we waited for him 15minutes. *-* my dad scolded me. not actually scolded la.. he say next time must tell them earlier. don't always late!! i admit I'm wrong to not telling him to wait earlier. sorry guys. Thursday, May 8, 2008 * 2:44 PM
on the way to Genting is really suffered because the air-cond spoiled. wthell. thank god Edison clever enough to open the window.aha.. if not, i think i will die in the van before reach Genting. :DD so nice, we can sit together and chat before reach. laugh alot during the trip but sometimes im abit Emo. haiz. hate my emo!!
after reached Genting, we go to First World Hotel for check in.As expected, i don't really understand where is the counter since is not the usual counter we used to be. well, i go find a quite lengzai boy to ask for.aha.. *purposely* blek =pp
ok. afterwards we put our luggage at lobby. we heading to outdoor, but then.. we found that the weather is not allowed for the play. so sad. we just walk around and slacking all over. its not cold that time [=
we ate Pizza Hut for lunch. omg, guess how much it is? rm 90++ including tax. actually the meal set is only rm70++ only. so every person have to pay rm15. expensive!! T.T
then, we go for indoor. paid rm26 for all the indoor games. what is the first game we played?? bumber car i think. forgotten.aha.. we really have fun for it cause we are actually chasing our friend and bumb into each other especially CK.lols. then we play the indoor roller coaster. i though it suppose to be fun infront. its not, its more fun at the back. well, when we're eating PH, those fella riding roller coaster seems having so much fun. cheated by them. lols. we play roller coaster 5times that day..haa. Jin sitting alone.pitty him. though wanna accompany him but CK is sticking with me. huhu.den we go for motion master, nothing fun inside la. the chair moving and the cartoon ali baba is just like real infront us. then we go for ferris wheel. its real headache there when the ferris go round and round for so many times! CK is with me in the wheel, and he sing all along.aha..thanks. ohh ya, ever forgot the ghost 3D indoor. CK pay for me. rm25 per person. expensive.. i guess they enjoy shouting inside there while its actually nothing to scare about.haha..
in the Evening, we went back hotel to bath then we go for dinner at food court. everyone of us have 1 free meal provided in the trip. herbal soup. nice.. oh ya, my roomates - xiao hei, pika & qin wearing skirt that night.aha.. BUT all of us is wearing black.hehe :DD after meal, we go for a sit in the train. really so damn bored. as Jin said, bored till vomit.haha.. w2d? pika wanted it so much.haha.. like small little kids. *grin* then we go for the dragon ride. idk what they call it.. its just like the train, bringging us all around the indoor. we chat in the lighted dragon hangging ontop of the ceiling.haa.. then we go for the roller coaster ride again.omg.addicted to it although its not that fun.aha.. my idea of riding it. afterwards they plan to go for bumber car. I didnt follow them, i went to Genting Hotel with CK for that machine capturing photo. having so much fun for it..as usual he paid for it. then he dare me to race with him. the token thingy. haha.. guess what?? i win. :DD
After finish the token, we went back. i go find Edison them while CK find his friends. i called Jin, he said he wanted to go Ria apartment. They at outdoor entrance. He say he will wait for me. So, I walked alone all the way to find them. i walked so fast. i made my step bigger and faster. Guess what? after i reached, i saw CK. damn! waste my energy to walk so far and fast. quite angry that time, but i able to calm down. he say to me, 'that y. who ask u dont want to follow me!!' grrr...diaoz. y i must follow u? i've done what i've promised. fine! I feel its worth for HIM. haha:DD then i follow Jin to the Ria apartment. i dont understand why he so wanted to go there. he said eat fried rice for only rm3. but then when we reached there, the place is like rubbish. nothing there, like haunted house as well *scary* then we went car park to see the KL city for only 10minutes. omg! walked so far just for 10mins view. sobbing la.I wont forget that day.haha.. siao de him. its cold and we're wearing skirt boy. haiz.
Then we walked back with tiring and heading to the garden. saw many couple there hugging and kissing.haha.. kinda romantic place to be in. then we go to McD to see the place and eat at KFC. i asked Jin to buy pepsi and have to pay rm3 for that.hmm... they brought the ticket for ironman. at first i dont want to go because the movie is bored and i rather walks with them.haha.. As expected the cinema is so cold. i sit alone in the front row. the couple is next to me. kinder jealous them.haha.the girl get cold, the boy take off his jacket for her.*touching* haha.. i fall asleep for 30mins because that part is bored and im so tired. then i carry on with the movie like usual but ALONE. not bad la..admire their technologies.haha
After the 2.5hours movie, the clock shows 3am. i was shaking, its really cold. we go back to the hotel for resting. we plan to play card - dai D. the guys came over at first and disturb Pika to sleep. after they feel sleepy, they went back. By the time Pika is awake, then we go boy's room to kacau them.haha... Pika fall asleep too soon. we had no choice. just sleep in that room together. pika is at top of us, qin is besides me, then jin and edison. guess what? the girls sleep on the hard-furniture bed without blanket.shaking the whole night.sigh. although there are only 1hours, i really have a good rest and happy^^
woke up 8am the next day, get prepared and pack our things because CK and Jin say ready to check out early as we will run out of time for the outdoor.So, we separate into 2groups. My group had breakfast first before going outdoor.used rm 100+ for the breakfast.well, we chated so happy, didnt realise the time passes so fast. so at last, Jin say dont want to go outdoor. so we slacked around First world and Genting hotel for the token thingy.haha... used rm40 for that.swt.but i do have fun for it.haha..
then i go for check out, edison and pika is following me. after 3seconds checking out, we go to garden nearby. cheated by Edison that he saw the sea. we both stupid run for it. swt. then we wait jin, qin and hei at Padini Store for 20minutes. damn bored!! edison even fall asleep.hhaa... then we slack around at McD. we play cards and let the time past.haha. i told them to wait at lobby at 3.15pm, but they late. anywhere, we went off to the awana cable car. waited so long. the awana is really scared me off. the thing is swingging and around 20people inside. hmm.. i never want to go by Awana again!!!damn.
At last, we eat at lou ji jiu jia. xiao hei's working place. and the journey is carry on like usual...
the trip is tiring but we really have fun. i wish for the next trip in the future. wanted it so much!!~ haha...
outside outdoor.
with CK on the ferris wheel ride.
with CK at McD.
ck, jin, xiao xin and edison.
outside outdoor. on the road side. [=
going down escalator..hah..
going up escalator. [=
edison and xiao xin. so suit right? =pp
racing car.. tken machine.haha..
xiao xin and hong qin.
jin and CK.
CK's friends.from selangor.
the END !!~
|one day out to Lost world.
duh, what to say? i feel like i was getting darker. Saturday, May 3, 2008 * 11:07 PM
my face red. like blushing?!! shit.
see lots of people today.
some of them was totally weird.
few couple holding hand along the beaches? err.. human-made beaches! lols
many babies sleeping on the table.
kids are shouting their hearts out, playing on the beaches.
human(engines)-made waves make the beaches looks real cool.
some water activities provided makes the visitors fun.
i had played the slide. i tried the 3slides and i love the most extreme ones.haha..
the tubes are provided so we have to queue ourself and go upstairs with the tube which is so high(quite la!!lols). duh!! its tiring. zzzZz
the most extreme ones is like we are sliding in the hole of idk what in dark. we dont know what is infront there but we are sliding very fast. fatin keeps on shouting. I just laughs my ass out. Its not scary, its FUN!! *yahoooOoo*
well after all, I tend to learn something from it. Accidentally.*oOpss*
We dont know what will happens infront us, but the time is moving very very fast.
so if we dont plan the future, there are no turning back nemore!
human will gets older.. so, aims high from now, dont ever say regret in the end. *wink*
oh grosh, reading too much in MPH today.aha.. the books really inspire me alots.
i want to buy it, but its too expensive. i not afford to buy it. "Whatever u think THINK THE OPPOSITE!!"
i hope u guys can check it out somewhere then. its real cool.
omg, y suddenly talk out of topic?? sorry sorry!! err... so i found a sweet couple. I think they are European. err.. Europe + Asian. it is like dat? aiya.. idk la. that guy got a real cute hair.
U know the Tommy and Oscar cartoon? the Oscar aka monster eat music notes? aha.. u guys remember how Tommy's hair look like? so he did have da same hair with him. He's cute. *wink*
oh yea, today i saw something. Did u know how metrosexual guys swims?
they bring along the comb.is it funny? he keeps on comb his hair right after he swim, in the middle of pool..where ever he is. he will just stick with the comb. oh grosh!! he's a indian. i will never ever forget how he looks like.haha.. but he can consider handsome for indian. idk. Celina said that. lols.
sigh. i really tired to continue writting anymore. not many picture of me is taken. but the pictures will be upload soon. thanks for reading my stupid writting. +_=
*updated on 080508.
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