love?
im asking myself.. am i still believe in love in this moment?

im too naive before this.
i trust people easily..
I swear at this moment, i'll never...be the same ye shin again!

i understand one thing right on this moment..ON this second..

in a relationship, the most scary thing is...NOT we know there's no ending for us in the future.
it is..the feeling that being cheated but you have to hide it deep inside..to wait for the right time to talk about it.

i still remember how i ever curse my farking ex last time when he cheat me for having another person in our relationship. i still remember how much i love him that time...
but thank god, god had lead me the way back to the right track..
it's still fresh in my mind how...much i suffer during the time to forget him.
and its still very very fresh in my mind every word that he talk & speak to melt my farking naive heart..

and now.. the history is back again...

for this moment, i don't want to mention anything.. as it will effect both of our studies & final exam.

i'll let ya know...
i'll never lie the one i love!

&

i'll let ya know...
u'll regret for the rest of your life... [=
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|how does it feel??..

Sunday, February 1, 2009 * 8:52 PM

how does it feel to be......

yesterday he very cold to me.
i guess its because of the sickness he had.
wish he will get well so0n...because tomorrow is the day-- final of sem2 ! duh..

today i was totally worry about him the whole day when i was at aunt's house.
on the way back to kampar, i was thinking... what i want to eat with him, is there porridge at kampar?, or... did i need to take away from ipoh?
i was about to call him...be i was afraid that im disturbing his sleeping.
when i reach kampar, i had send him a msg asking him to call me after he woke up..& i was falling asleep on the bed!
after i wake up, he told me that he...was eating with En at U restaurant.
i was really wondering.........
really wondering....... =(
what is the worth to worry and care for him.. and what is the return???


how does it feel?.........
when you know your bf/gf is missing another person when you're together?
when u know your bf/gf is calling another person as their beloved?
when you know he/she is doing something wrong but...u dont know how to start it?
how does it feel when...you're the one he love eventhough he's in the relationship?
or... when you know he stil love her when he is your bf?
love?

wondering....

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