FINALLY finished all the midterm test except for Sociology.I expect for higher marks on Mass Com, management and web page design.so far, i got my marketing 50/75 (higher than what i've expected!), 22.5/30 for management and labtest for 6marks over 10(too lil!!!!!). haihs. what had i become?? why i study so hard..(not very hard la..BUT i tried!) the result is okok only?? why they can score higher marks? not very happy with my memorizing skill..i have a very bad memo. even if u asking me about the management thingy now,i will take a very very very damn long period to answer. omg. haihs.

i was getting soooooo moody now.
pretty emo..
sometimes i wonder why?
why should i... going through all this?
i try to give up before...
im wondering how many people could manage? er...accept that their loved ones still close with their ex?
maybe this is only a very small matter... but i really couldnt accept it.
i try to convinced myself, u're right..
but when i remember back what u had did...
i felt stupid.
Am i going to trust u just like that? why?
why must i make it so hard for my life?
why dont i just kick it off... and be single back?
is it so good to be single? dont have any doubt.
why when i really angry at you, after ur few words.. i start to forgive you??

after some while, when i was alone... i start to think...
what is our relationship about?
the meaning of LOVE getting far from me...
i really dont believe what is our future will turn into..BUT i just appreciate it.
sometimes i was angry and scold you out of sudden because i expect something higher from you... i always dissapointed.
i really expect something higher...
something that cant mean by words...
me myself dont know what is that all about..

why i cant believe u like my ex?
he meet his ex, i dont have feeling..
i very trust him that he wont play me, i know how much he love me.
i know.. im truly sorry that i hurt you that much.
i didnt let you know that i love the guy...
the guy who is else where now...with his gf.
but now, i dont feel any about that..because i'd let it go..
frankly, because of this... i was really afraid that i lost the second chance again.

i think too much again...
time to rest now........
tired of emo-ing.

tmrw have to wake up early for MV.


ipoh for movie & pc fair.



should i back home for my mum? i miss her....^^
ma, ngai oi ngi...ngi hee shi gai siong zui liang..zui woi tai ai ah mak.
ngai hee mong ngi yit yit hoi hoi sim sim... mm oi siong sim..
muacks!!~

i lOve you,
you love me...
we are happy family...
with a great BIG hug & a kiss from me to you..
wont you say u love me too.... ^^ haha
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