my sense is not wrong at all..
what my heart telling me is never wrong...

today I log in his msn and i view the history between him & his ex.
so sorry. i doesnt mean that i dont believe you...my curiosity, doubt & suspect is too heavy to make me trust u anymore.
i dont understand why u wanna play me like this.
i very hate myself now.. i feel myself soooo dirty.
im very scared..i dont understand how people can have two relationship in their heart.
what the fuck is happening??? im not blind.
i'm wrong to believe u... i shouldnt believe you anymore after your ex visiting last time.

this is the answer for all the question that im wondering all this while.

i understand why u never put me in the first place.
u though I AM what????
something that u can have two ??
doll ??
when u want me, u take me...
when u dont want me, u put me aside!!?

i got feelings!!!!!! why u wanna play me like this??

fine.
i know i dont worth this way. i DESERVE better.
its my choice to be with u. i wont blame u.
i'll NOT FORGET how do you make me feel.

so much for the happy ending.
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