today I'm not very happy. i very scared.
I don't want to think but i cant.
where is the courage in me?
i need somebody to talk...
i very pain ar!
i want to tell but i don't have the courages.
i keep lying to myself..
this morning i woke up, i lay on my bed..
i think lots of thing..
I'm thinking should i continue to be like this?
i rewind back what have i done..
i done something big in my life.. and i still doing it!
i really stupid until i can't differentiates what is wrong and right..
i really very pain.
I'm thinking should i stop doing it and love myself more..
i don't know who should i tell, if i tell them.
they will hate & ask me to stop..
i shouldn't be in this way.
i need the courage to speak up..
i feel myself really useless...
i always lie that I'm ok BUT NOW i cant lie myself anymore.

who can cure me?
i don't want to hide in my room and cry alone.
i need someone to give me a shed.
lend me a shoulder..
someone who will support me and show me cares.


I feel very lonely.


where are u?



seems like I'm lost again...
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