just came back from Ghany with Nix them.
suddenly feeling not well...
bad flu and headache.
not in mood to study today..
feels like nobody cares....
i know..I used to think a lot when I'm alone...

i just dont feel like i am myself now..zzz

why cant i just dont care so much like i used to be last time?
im not happy because i care too much...
and i dont get what i care about.
why should i care??
who understand ne??
so depressed when get into this.
the more i care, the more it goes...
the more i try to keep it up, it keeps falling apart...
where is the strength to keep me holding on??

feels like dying hanging on the thread in the middle of the busy road.
everybody keeps moving forward and i keeps hanging on. wtf???


how to care free?? i want to be like what i used to be last time when i not depending on.

dats da reason why i choose not to depend on...
atlast i did... to be regret or regretted.
life still moving on...
even in the busy road OR the isolated place..
.......................................too much to care about.
not much in return.. haih~~
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