this morning was a terrible morning.
i dream something that could fck off my mind...
why am i being so jealous and mind about that if i really believe n trust?
wtf.
i walked back home while smsing Nick.
i even feel like suiciding that moment..
swt. i even tell him that i wanna back hometown immediately.
after have a long long bath, only i realize im kinda off my nerve...
how could i die easily because of something stupid??
i DONT worth that way.. ^^
then went to old town alone to take some document for my mum.
i went wrong place...swt =.=""

for brunch, i have KFC with mr.GoikLH after wait him for 15mins alone outside his house.
haihzz..
then study with him the whole evening....

at night, Matthew called me..
he told me he miss me. its hard to be controlled.
i was so freak off when he suddenly tell me that...
I really touch with what u did....
but i know we dont have the ending that i wish to be.
i dont want to hurt u..
deep in my heart, i know everything...
i just .... pretending....all way long....
i guess its better to be in this way.....
as the song i sang to u last time..i really mean it
hope u happy always... [=
and found someone who worth your care^^
as i promise, i will try to go genting to visit u... =p

two more weeks to sit for final exam..
and again.... i did nothing for it.
start to revise...
trying hard to focus...... LOLs
as Mr.Steve said, 2weeks to study 3months of 6subject..
uh? DIE X((



once again i clarify...
i really feel like the place doesnt belong to me anymore.
i guess i really need time............

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