the night is still young.
i still dont feel happy today.
i thought things will be ok after i wake up this morning.
BUT it still the same.

only my bit bit accompany me and fill this lonely.
he's really cute^^

today after dinner, i went westlake with kelvin.
we walked for 1hour there..we wanna look for YieHuan, but she's not around.
so we just walked all over for nothing.

suddenly, kelvin and I wanted to go to toilet but we dont have place.
so, kelvin ask me to borrow goik's toilet.
at first, i feel that its really idiot idea since goik's ex is around.
i dont want he feel like im checking on him even i do. LOLSs
he step in the house when i wanna go away..
so i just follow his steps and to goik's room.

the place we use to spend time together all this while.
i dont know why the place seems so unfamiliar to me..
i feels like it doesnt belong to me anymore...
i'm totally hate this feeling.. no offenses.

so, i ask for the toilet.
the kelvin and me go back after finish our business.
we still walk for 30mins before going back home.
i love the air. i wish the air and winds remain there as the rain just stop hour ago.

8.30pm the discussion for the CS debate starts.
as usual we do our work and surf net.
then jia wen call me for chat.
its quite long i didnt heard from him since last month.
many distraction occur during the talk because he is working when he's calling me. *siao*
he told me he is getting so bored..
and we talk a lot as usual. its glad that he call me, at least i could feel better.

after the discussion, i come out with the idea to go mamak.
i lost my appetite today..total of food that digest in my stomach today,do not more than 1 meal that i have in a usual day.
i just dont feel like eating even the world greatest food catch in my sigh.

no reason to explain all this...

its just happen..

i trust him.
i dont know why i will just trust whatever he say....
i just do..

*photos of my bitbit will be update soon. tq
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