I don't know what had happened to me this few day.
I don't have reason why i alive in this world.
I just don't know what the purpose of having me in this world?

I feel so alienated, moody, stress, betrayed....etc.
I don't understand why.....??!!
nobody knows what i'm thinking.

I been leave alone in the corner of the world.
nobody around to care about me.
I dont want people to ask me why.
i just need 'certain' people to stay besides me.
its enough ard.
who could be the one?
i know you should know it by yourself.

i wish someone could brighten up my day.
who??
me myself dont know who.

why want to leave me alone blooding?
who could bleed me?

if alcohol can cure, i will consume a tons.
if tears can help, i will drain the pool.
if friends can make me better, but i got alots.
if loving is killing, i will KILL myself now.
shit.



i need people to appreciates me..




i need love..


lalalaalllla~
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