I was feeling moody today. I just feel like yelling to everyone that talking to me today. Can they just shut up and let me alone? I really hate distractions! I want to be designer but you don’t allow. You want me to take business, I follow! What do you want from me anymore?? I cried this evening. I just can’t stand it anymore. Please...please respect my decisions! I need somebody to support my decisions. Am I just too minute to say anything? Where is my right to speak? You know what? I’ve finish completing the form for Utar. I’m ready to send it by mail. Why they still want to mention about it? Can they just trust me and stop asking for others opinion for what subject and course to take? What do you want from me?? I followed what u want then finish story lahh! Why still want to say so many things???? I just feel like giving up everything.. I don’t want to study.. I don’t want to live!!!

My cousin is going to take business admin for financial at Melaka. Her parents never say anything, they support their daughter... they discuss about the fees together. Discuss you know?? Not nagging! Why can’t my parents be so understanding and sporting like her parents?? It’s no use asking myself what I like. Not I don’t want to give myself a chance.. I just don’t have choice! Where is my right?? Nobody understands me including my family. *sigh*

I just hope for a better life. No more critics. No more nagging. No more stress. Just a peaceful life. I also hope to get what I want easier. No more distraction. Just easy going and happy go lucky. Tomorrow is always a brand new day. Yesterday is a past tense. My motto, today is better than yesterday and tomorrow is better than today. So in specific way of saying is the day is getting better and better each day. Aha… *wink*

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