well, kinda happy tonight. my god sis open connections and i can online at home now...but its quite expensive le.. never mind la because i wont be online so long at night unless got things interest me to online lo..hehe

ok la..now i really asking myself do I really love business admin???whats da reason for me to like it? well, i love multimedia design more..but i don't have choice. I've done so much things but they still dont support me to be designer. they say not so good in the future. but then..i really like it ma..*haiz* ok lah, besides multimedia design, i still got second choice..is kinda related to business.so i decided to take business admin.i think they can accept my not-so-like decision. I know i not study for my mum's behalf but I'm not happy when they are not happy because of me.u know what i mean? i cant be so selfish le..i love them and they pay for my fees..they work so hard and my mum always claim that she don't have enough money.ask me to left some for my bros.what does that mean eh? she some more say girls no need to study so high because in the end girls need to marry and scared too high education hard to get the right ones.omg! what thinking is this??..*haiz* well, cant blame them.. they are not very educated ma(doesn't mean to be so no manners, but i just thinking of it only), so they really don't understand what does the young's thinking..that's why many prob occurs nowadays.Actually its not hard to understand us, it just the old ones doesn't want to understand us. right right?? hmmm... well, i think all of us also know why le..because they think they do better than us...they always say us not mature la, this la..that la... phew.....tired of hearing it!~ well, i think in the end i need to tolerate with them lo.. so i just take business admin lar..i not so bad is it? i must handle it no matter what!! hehe..sure anot? aiya...nowadays don't have much confident on myself le after so many things happens.hmm... i think i will take at Utar because of the fees, u know? its faster and cheaper! i think my friends will give lots of support to me especially my best buddy namely hubby now.hehe...right2?? keke...

ok lar, its late now... its time to offline. BUT before turning in..i think i have to read insurance thingy again.haha.. getting quite interested with that book but i dont understand why i will feel sleepy..maybe the words are so bored and long or maybe im tired! aha... *ciao*
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