Yesterday is ghost festival 4/4/08, my family go for a pray to our ancestors. There are my great great grand also ;DD trying to imagine how they look like..^^ I've never see my grandparents too.Heard my dad said, they dead when my dad is young..my grandpa died when my dad is 5 and my grandma died when my dad is around 12. My dad got 7siblings. what a big big family right?haha..That's why my biggest uncle have a very large house, so that during CNY we can gather together to eat and chat.hehe.. For me, it is fun...but its too hot! I would rather wear a simple shorts during CNY when i know i will go their house!haha...*too bad*

Tomorrow i will go to Ipoh early in the morning, heard from my mum she want to go to ask about my grandma. how to ask le? i also don't know how to explain.okok, make it simple.. my grandma soul will go into that women's body and talk to us. At first i don't really believe it, but at last i cried. The way she use the words so familiar to my grandma..i really miss her lots! Tomorrow we will go again, i hope that i wont cry.aha *wink*

haiz, very very stress about my studies le. i don't know what i want yet. I though will be taking hotel management, but then my mum influenced me so much. what also she say sai jorrr!!!!!!! at last she blame on me for not holding my decision...crazy man! quite angry with her just now. what to do, she is my mum... i can do anything. taking business admin not bad ma..but i was afraid i don't like it later because i don't like account at all. haiz... i want to go back to form5. regretted for what i did last time... if i got a good results, my mum wont nag at me and says so many things to hurt me!! my fault.damn!! just now my aunt come over to visit and chat. I feel like crying when hear what my mum say...really hurt!but i will never blame her..only myself! *sad* I'm just a sad song with nothing to say.. T.T



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