|MII? PIAM? LIAM?
Friday, April 25, 2008 * 8:43 PM
that is my title mean huh? well, guess what?
tomorrow is the dead day coming.. ;DD
i don't know what i learnt so far.
i going to finish the whole crap book. yey!!
BUT am I really understand what the insurances about??
Test will starts at 2.30pm until 4.30pm.
maybe i will try to think how to hang myself there.haha ;DD

oo..
the Genting trip is really make my brain stuck.haha
some of them going with me..
some go by their own.
under age cant manage to book room. duh?!
thank god sandy save me from brain crackin.lolx
thanks to my mum for the co-operation too.haha..
so, decided all of them have to pay rm78 for the transportation and accommodation.
and the rest that go by themselves need to pay only rm30.(so cheap than i expected!)
so, im getting excited day by day...
couldnt sleep well at night.*wink* hahahaha...
siao2.

fatin called yesterday for the LOst World trip.
never been there before..haha..hope its going to be fun.
i made it on 3rd may.haha.. 1 st may till 10th may, i going to be so busy for my hangging out schedule.hahaha.. girls trip. ;DD

gotta eat ard,my mum is calling....
*ciao*


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|4more days for the exam....
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 * 1:38 PM
the Genting trip seems like going to change the date again.
hate this! =pp
thank god i didn't book the hotel last week.
if not i going to get nag from my mom again.
always change decision. sigh.

omg..
wthell.
four more days for the exam..shit.
not yet really prepared.
not finish reading. what i can do now?
i still slacking in front of my pc and..yet i don't have mood for it. ;DD

oo..my pc cant play o2jam nemore.
no more place for me to look for when the fire is on top of me. aha..
hope there's always a way. =_+

GETWELLSOON Steve.
pity him for his terrible stomachache.
TWOdays already yo!!~

<3

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|its always the brand new day..
Friday, April 18, 2008 * 1:01 PM
I've cut my hair on Wednesday. Is so weird. I never think of it will turned out to be like dis.aha.. I'll cut my hair when i feel sad. erm, why i sad? i also dont quite know.haha.. after i know my best buddy do like my crush, i was feeling so down. but i know our friendship wont change.. well, nothing much more important than a friends!!~ what i worried about is she is quite close with him in the camp. I think she can do better. Plus, he and me never had a conversation face by face before except in msn. duh? im too shy to face him. hm,let it be la.. i really dont wish this kind of thing spoil our friendship either its bettweeen me and her or he and me or she and me or them.haa... plus, he didnt say he like me before. So i better dont put so much feeling between us. i really scared i will hurt lots because i do like him alots. sigh.

well, i was getting more and more excited about the re-organize trip to Genting.lols. more people is joining the trip now. its better than Pangkor trip.hah... They are Pikachu, Qin, San, Jin, Ck, Lion, Xiao Hei, Ice and me. So sad that Steve is not joining us..hah^^ my dear wor. well, i scared i will sad in the trip because she n him is there. Sure i will miss the chance to talk with him then. well, just leave it to God la.. bless me!!~ lmaoz..





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|wake me up..
Monday, April 14, 2008 * 10:51 PM
Its another Monday again. Wondering what have i did today? zero. aha... Today passing soooo fast just like bullet train. I was eating and watching tv whole day long.opps, its actually helping me to gain fat to add more spare tire. haha.
omg, today something is wrong with me. i miss him so much.swt. i really dream alot today. its a waste of time!! zZzZzz... wake me up from dreaming!!
aiya so sad to say MeiMei is not going to join us for the trip because karmun is not going. she's having class.shit. hoping Yen is going now..

hmm.. today i dont have things to say la... its just a lonely night again. *wink*



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|bad?? or...good??
Sunday, April 13, 2008 * 11:04 PM
Today Qin sms me to organize the Genting trip again.well, what could i say? i don't have prob with it. i just dont want to hear any reason to cancel the trip again.NO such thing to cancel the trip for him nemore!i mean no matter who also lar! lols.. heard from pika said he is going. he will go pangkor 1st -4th may then 5th will straight away join us. well, what could i say? I don't expect much from him.. i just hope i can really enjoy myself there because it might be my and our last trip before we really busy with our studies and works. hehe.. quite excited about it.. and i hope MeiMei and Yen is still with me on the trip because i really miss them so much. and without them who can i walk with? who can i share my laughs and prob? impossible to be him or who else because they really understand what i am thinking although i didn't say anything.sigh. this is what a best friend made up of! well, as they said..we are Leos! haha... glad to have them as one of my besties!;DD and again i wanna make a wish, I hope that the trip is carry on like usual although my Steve might not joining us because his studies. well, i will forgive u de..haha.. ^^
yor..MoMo so cute and funny ar.. he showed me his work just now. he edited a picture which is a movie i think.haha..quite cool..but i cant stop myself from giggling when saw the pictures.haha. so sorry to say that my dear.

the origins.


the edited! haha..
oh yea, today didnt go Pangkor because we are getting out of time. Go Utar dont know for what. nothing to ask because i already send my form and all those important documents. but thanks to man giving me some detail about the course also lar.. so i've decide for the foundation program. and i hope i can reay work hard on it!

well well. i need to stop writting now.. momo is calling me.. i must help him.

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|road block...
Thursday, April 10, 2008 * 11:12 PM
This morning i was going out to my dad's office like usual at 10am. I was driving my myvi and my mum is besides me like what we did every morning. I have to wait for her ten minutes before going out. well, women have to make up and get their hair done with all those moss and so on. But not me..just a simple and easy going outfit is enough since i dont have dates wit any hot guy.haha.. shh..!!~ okok, lets go to the point. I drive quite fast this morning. and i noticed that there are road blocks nearby my dad's shop. This is my first time passing through a road block. well, honestly i was quite afraid out of nothing.ahaks.. so when the police giving me the instruction by hand. i was so blur to react asap.haha..so my mum was shouting asking me to go slower but i was just too blur... and that police is actually asking me to stop..i did stop the car but a lil bit slower than what he expected.lolx.. he came over and yell.. asking me to follow his instruction.haha.. I was just too nervous. omg.. then i just giggle back at him without knowing why.lmaoz. he look so serious and he suspected that I don't have license?? oh my goodness...maybe i look small in size but how could him? aiya...nevermind lo. i showed him.. and he take a second look on it? ish3.. buta ka? hahaha... its ok then. it was actually a nice n great experience.*wink* Guess, i know what to do next time...kah4

So today when i reached my dad's office. My dad is totally in the great hot. He is so angry with my mum that doesnt finish her job by yesterday. The bank is calling for not enough cash to pay for those cheque. My mum reached shop then he start scolding. woa, quite scared. pity my mum but she never claim for anything. she just too patient.lols. hope she never keep that in mind lar.. love u!!~ you are my forever heroin. hehe...



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|fly away...s !!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 * 6:32 PM
I was feeling moody today. I just feel like yelling to everyone that talking to me today. Can they just shut up and let me alone? I really hate distractions! I want to be designer but you don’t allow. You want me to take business, I follow! What do you want from me anymore?? I cried this evening. I just can’t stand it anymore. Please...please respect my decisions! I need somebody to support my decisions. Am I just too minute to say anything? Where is my right to speak? You know what? I’ve finish completing the form for Utar. I’m ready to send it by mail. Why they still want to mention about it? Can they just trust me and stop asking for others opinion for what subject and course to take? What do you want from me?? I followed what u want then finish story lahh! Why still want to say so many things???? I just feel like giving up everything.. I don’t want to study.. I don’t want to live!!!

My cousin is going to take business admin for financial at Melaka. Her parents never say anything, they support their daughter... they discuss about the fees together. Discuss you know?? Not nagging! Why can’t my parents be so understanding and sporting like her parents?? It’s no use asking myself what I like. Not I don’t want to give myself a chance.. I just don’t have choice! Where is my right?? Nobody understands me including my family. *sigh*

I just hope for a better life. No more critics. No more nagging. No more stress. Just a peaceful life. I also hope to get what I want easier. No more distraction. Just easy going and happy go lucky. Tomorrow is always a brand new day. Yesterday is a past tense. My motto, today is better than yesterday and tomorrow is better than today. So in specific way of saying is the day is getting better and better each day. Aha… *wink*



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|I lay my love on u...
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 * 9:18 PM
yesterday i was having a bad dream. I dont understand why is related to my family? you know i love them right? how can i hate them? i dont quite remember how the story started.i only remember they forced me to do things i really hate..i told them millions of times that i dont want. i tried so hard but no choices. At last, i feel that nobody supports me. i was totally alone.. and i decides to commit suicide??swt.. then i woke up from the silly dream, i was totally down and feels like crying so hard..as hard as i could.. as hard as possible.. but i realize it was just a dream after a few minutes later. I feel that i really hate myself for being in that situation and I also remember that i sing I Lay My Love On You in the dream before i stay awake. weird weird dream..

today i played o2jam.. Suddenly, i flash back what I've done with my ex. he treats me so good, but why i dont have feeling towards him now? feeling guilty.. i joined a room and i played You Are Born To Be Loved lots of time. That fella keep playing the same song..I dont feel bored.. i really love it. [= I remember he purposely play that song for me last time..he always do what i want. and i think i saw him in pasar malam just now but i not sure whether it is him. i remember he use to drive myvi sometimes. That day he sent me message asking for another chances. without thinking much on it..i rejected him. i dont want to give him the second hurts nemore. i found that we are not in the same world. I doesnt belong to him..... its the end of me and U. i hope that u will live happily ever!!~

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|why u want to be doctor?? *BM*
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“Kenapa anda mahu jadi doktor?”, sayamelemparkan soalan ini, selepas mempertontonkan kepada pelajar di IMUtadi video dari koleksi Stephen R. Covey.
Pelajar yang hadir tersenyum-senyum.

“Sebab minat biologi?”, saya bertanya.Ramai yang ketawa. Itu mungkin alasan semasa di Tingkatan 4 dahulu.

“Sebab suka tolong orang?”, saya terusbertanya.Ramai yang mengangguk.

“Well, come on. Ramai yang hantar anak buat perubatan supaya boleh rawat ibubapa sendiri nanti. Tetapi realitinya,kamu bukan manusia pertama boleh muncul memberikan rawatan jika berlaku apa-apa kepada ibu bapa. Malah ketika di bilik pembedahan dan wad kecemasan, ahli keluarga bukanlah calon terbaik untuk merawat ahli keluarga sendiri.Namanya, profesionalisma”, saya menyambung provokasi.

“Kamu nak tolong suami, isteri dan anak-anak? Rasa saya, suami doktor,isteri doktor dan anak-anak doktorlahyang paling banyak kena berdikari”,saya terus mencucuk jarum.

“Saya selalu beritahu isteri, bahawa apabila awak berjaya jadi specialist nanti, jangan lupa bahawa orang yang paling banyak berkorban ialah tiga orang ini. Anak-anak kita. Merekalah yang berkorban, melepaskan masa yang sepatutnya kita beri kepada mereka, agar kita berjaya”, saya berkongsi cerita.

Saya sengaja mengacah pelajar-pelajar di IMU supaya berfikir bersungguh-sungguh,mengapa mereka memilih bidang perubatan.Jika anda seorang perempuan yang bakal menjadi doktor, anda perlu tahu bahawa walaupun negara amat terdesak kepada adanya ramai tenaga pakar, anda tidak akan diberikan ‘kemudahan’ untuk menjadi pakar.

Anda tidak ada cuti bersalin,seandainya anda ‘termengandung’ semasa sedang membuat program pakar. Anda tidak menerima sebarang elaun untuk membeli buku. Semua kena guna duit sendiri.Kursus dan seminar yang anda hadir, anda mesti membayarnya sendiri. Mungkin anda terpaksa menawarkan diri menjadi AJK agar dapat dikecualikan dari yuran,walaupun anda tahu akibat menjadi AJK itu.

Semua orang mahu anda bekerja seperti orang lain, ketika anda terdesak menghadapi peperiksaan. Tiada belas,tiada insentif.Misalnya isteri saya, kerana 2 minggu cuti yang diperuntukkan untuk kecemasan dan lain-lain, sudah pun digunakan bersalin, lupakanlah kenduri kendara dikampung, lupakanlah ibu bapa, 6 bulan tiada cuti.Bukan calang-calang kerja.

Anda mahu menjadi pelajar perubatan kerana mahu menolong orang? Tolonglah diri sendiri kerana anda yang amat memerlukan pelbagai pertolongan itu nanti.

“Maka, apa tujuan anda mahu menjadidoktor?”, soalan yang sama saya ulang sekali lagi.

Pelajar-pelajar itu termenung. Sesi soal jawab tiada soalan, kerana semua soalan adalah untuk ditanya kepada diri sendiri, dan diri sendirilah yang perlu menjawabnya.

PERSOALAN NILAI

Kuliah kali ini adalah tentang nilai.Apa nilai yang dibawa dalam sebuah pekerjaan? Dalam sebuah kehidupan.Jika seorang isteri mengungkit dihadapan suami, bahawa kerja rumahnya,kerjanya ‘melayan suami’, tidak mungkin mampu dibalas walaupun dengan bayaranRM2000 sebulan, maka nilai apakah yang ada pada dirinya? Saya tidak bermaksud membela lelaki yang tidak tahu menghargai isterinya, tetapi dalam kes ini, si perempuan itu sudah menjatuhkan dirinya.

Hanya ‘bibik’ sahaja yang buat kerja rumah untuk duit. Maafkan saya, hanya pelacur sahaja yang meletakkan harga pada layanannya terhadap seorang lelaki.

Seorang ibu membuat kerja rumah kerana NILAI KASIH SAYANG. Seorang isteri juga melakukan apa yang ia lakukan atas NILAI KASIH SAYANG. Maka tanpa kasih sayang,perkahwinan adalah beban. Malah sumber kebencian.

Menentukan nilai, sebagai pendorong kita melakukan sesuatu adalah sangat penting.Nilai itu akan mencorakkan tingkah laku kita terhadap pekerjaan yang kita lakukan.

NILAI DUIT

Kalau pekerjaan diukur dengan nilai wang, maka kita akan berhadapan dengan banyak masalah, walaupun wang berjaya diperolehi.Sekarang ni sudah menjadi satu trend kepada dua industri, kalau boleh saya katakan industri.
Yang pertamanya adalah industri perubatan, dan yang keduanya,industri berkaitan petroleum. Trend yang saya maksudkan di sini, adalah perpisahan di antara seorang suami atau isteri dengan pasangannya, serta anak-anak, kerana prospek kerjaya dan desakan nilai wang itu tadi.Sudah menjadi kebiasaan, pasangan yang sudah berumahtangga, berpisah sementara(bukan calang-calang sementara) demi melepaskan isteri yang bekerja sebagai jururawat di luar negara, khususnya dinegara Teluk.
Begitu juga dengan mereka yang terbabit dengan industri petroleum,bekerja di negara Teluk dan Afrika,menyahut saranan majikan untuk meningkatkan kerjaya dan pendapatan dengan berhijrah ke negara yang menagih kepakaran kita. Ia hebat, menggiurkan…tetapi output daripadanya merunsingkan saya.Itu, belum lagi dikorek kisah suami diJohor, isteri di Pulau Pinang atau KualaLumpur.Trend ini berlaku dan merebak di dalam masyarakat, dan saya ditakdirkan Allah bertemu dengan outputnya.

Saya bertemudengan anak-anak remaja, yang ayah mereka pulang ke Malaysia 4 kali setahun.
Saya bertemu dengan kes, suami main kayu tiga ketika isteri meninggalkannya gersang setahun di tanahair. Saya juga bertemu dengan kes isteriyang mem’poligami’kan suaminya dengan bersuamikan orang lain semasa diperantauan. Dan kes-kes ini membiak dari semasa ke semasa. Tidak pernah menjadi tajuk berita.Tentu sahaja, hasil kewangan dari kenaikan pangkat dengan bekerja jauh dari pasangan dan anak-anak, boleh mengubah nasib keluarga.
Tetapi perubahan itu apakah ke arah positif atau negatif? Maka yang dikejar dalam sebuah rumah tangga dan perkahwinan,apakah boleh disandarkan pada nilai material?

NILAI - HARGA - KORBAN

Nilai berkadar terus dengan harga.Tinggi nilai, tinggilah harga. Tinggi harga, banyaklah korban dan pengorbanan yang diperlukan bagi mendapatkannya.Untuk bekerja dengan gaji RM10,000sebulan, apakah harga yang perlu dibayar untuk nilai material RM10K itu?
Kehancuran rumah tangga, kepincangan emosi dan identiti anak-anak, dosa…itulah harga yang mungkin perlu dibayar untuk nilai material yang dijadikan asas bekerja.Anak-anak yang mewah dengan nilai material ini, gersang dan menderita pada nilai kasih sayang dan perhatian ibubapanya. Sering saya ulang, ‘mereka adalah generasi yang kesunyian’.

Jangan terkejut, dengan hanya 3 hari perkenalan, seorang remaja boleh menjadi mangsa lelaki yang berniat jahat. Mengapa begitu mudah? Lelaki itu memberi sesuatu yang tiada diperolehi remaja tersebut di dalam keluarganya iaitu KASIH SAYANG dan PERHATIAN.

Malam ini saya mahu pelajar-pelajar yang hadir ke kuliah ini, melatih diri mereka dengan tabiat ‘Begin With the End in Mind‘. Lihatlah apa yang menanti dihujung perjalanan mereka sebagai seorang doktor perubatan.

TENTUKAN NILAI SEAWAL PERJALANAN

Maka, semenjak mereka di bangku pengajian, soal nilai yang ingin dibawa pada kerjaya di masa hadapan, mesti ditentukan.Anda boleh mengambil sikap tidak mengendahkan hal ini, bekerjalah selagi mampu, kejarlah habuan material yang dikejar selama ini, tetapi anda perlu meneliti harga yang perlu dibayar.
Perhatikan di mana korbannya? Harga dan korban itu mungkin rumah tangga, mungkin pesakit, dan yang paling besar, mungkin sistem itu sendiri.

Hati saya amat terhiris, mendengar kawan-kawan saya dan isteri, mengeluh tentang satu demi satu penceraian yang menimpa pasangan doktor. Sama ada kedua-dua suami dan isteri itu doktor,atau salah seorang daripada mereka.

PROVOKASI DEMI MASA DEPAN

Atas provokasi inilah, saya mengajak adik-adik di bangku pengajian perubatan,untuk menyemak hubung kait bidang ini dengan Tujuan Hidup mereka. Kenang kembali siapa mereka di alam ini? Kenaldiri, dan kenallah Ilahi

Buat baik kepada sesama manusia, boleh dengan sedekah, boleh dengan memimpin tangan si buta di pinggir jalan. Namun sedekah hanya sekali sekala, orang buta bukan setiap hari kita jumpa. Jalan kebaikan yang paling utama, adalah pada menjadikan kerja sebagai ibadah. Memberi kebaikan kepada manusia, melalui pekerjaan yang dikurniakan Allah kepada kita.

JIKA KERJA JADI IBADAH

Jika kerja jadi ibadah, Allah adalah ‘CEO’ kita. The unsung hero beroleh quwwah, untuk terus membuat kebaikan,biar sekecil mana pun di mata insan.Jika kerja jadi ibadah, ia jalanTaqarrub kepada Allah. Tidak tergamak menghambur dosa, kerja dibuat sebaik yang upaya.Jika kerja jadi ibadah, biar sempit jalan KEPERLUAN, asalkan luas perjalanan mencapai TUJUAN.

Ubah paradigma, betulkan nilai pada kerja.

Teruskan cita-cita kalian menjadi doktor. Ia cara terbesar, kamu zahirkan syukur kepada-Nya.

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|ListeN tO my hEart...
Monday, April 7, 2008 * 11:50 PM
well, kinda happy tonight. my god sis open connections and i can online at home now...but its quite expensive le.. never mind la because i wont be online so long at night unless got things interest me to online lo..hehe

ok la..now i really asking myself do I really love business admin???whats da reason for me to like it? well, i love multimedia design more..but i don't have choice. I've done so much things but they still dont support me to be designer. they say not so good in the future. but then..i really like it ma..*haiz* ok lah, besides multimedia design, i still got second choice..is kinda related to business.so i decided to take business admin.i think they can accept my not-so-like decision. I know i not study for my mum's behalf but I'm not happy when they are not happy because of me.u know what i mean? i cant be so selfish le..i love them and they pay for my fees..they work so hard and my mum always claim that she don't have enough money.ask me to left some for my bros.what does that mean eh? she some more say girls no need to study so high because in the end girls need to marry and scared too high education hard to get the right ones.omg! what thinking is this??..*haiz* well, cant blame them.. they are not very educated ma(doesn't mean to be so no manners, but i just thinking of it only), so they really don't understand what does the young's thinking..that's why many prob occurs nowadays.Actually its not hard to understand us, it just the old ones doesn't want to understand us. right right?? hmmm... well, i think all of us also know why le..because they think they do better than us...they always say us not mature la, this la..that la... phew.....tired of hearing it!~ well, i think in the end i need to tolerate with them lo.. so i just take business admin lar..i not so bad is it? i must handle it no matter what!! hehe..sure anot? aiya...nowadays don't have much confident on myself le after so many things happens.hmm... i think i will take at Utar because of the fees, u know? its faster and cheaper! i think my friends will give lots of support to me especially my best buddy namely hubby now.hehe...right2?? keke...

ok lar, its late now... its time to offline. BUT before turning in..i think i have to read insurance thingy again.haha.. getting quite interested with that book but i dont understand why i will feel sleepy..maybe the words are so bored and long or maybe im tired! aha... *ciao*

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|chinese ghost festival!
Saturday, April 5, 2008 * 4:57 PM
Yesterday is ghost festival 4/4/08, my family go for a pray to our ancestors. There are my great great grand also ;DD trying to imagine how they look like..^^ I've never see my grandparents too.Heard my dad said, they dead when my dad is young..my grandpa died when my dad is 5 and my grandma died when my dad is around 12. My dad got 7siblings. what a big big family right?haha..That's why my biggest uncle have a very large house, so that during CNY we can gather together to eat and chat.hehe.. For me, it is fun...but its too hot! I would rather wear a simple shorts during CNY when i know i will go their house!haha...*too bad*





Tomorrow i will go to Ipoh early in the morning, heard from my mum she want to go to ask about my grandma. how to ask le? i also don't know how to explain.okok, make it simple.. my grandma soul will go into that women's body and talk to us. At first i don't really believe it, but at last i cried. The way she use the words so familiar to my grandma..i really miss her lots! Tomorrow we will go again, i hope that i wont cry.aha *wink*

haiz, very very stress about my studies le. i don't know what i want yet. I though will be taking hotel management, but then my mum influenced me so much. what also she say sai jorrr!!!!!!! at last she blame on me for not holding my decision...crazy man! quite angry with her just now. what to do, she is my mum... i can do anything. taking business admin not bad ma..but i was afraid i don't like it later because i don't like account at all. haiz... i want to go back to form5. regretted for what i did last time... if i got a good results, my mum wont nag at me and says so many things to hurt me!! my fault.damn!! just now my aunt come over to visit and chat. I feel like crying when hear what my mum say...really hurt!but i will never blame her..only myself! *sad* I'm just a sad song with nothing to say.. T.T



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|hoping for miracle to happens.....
Thursday, April 3, 2008 * 11:07 AM
yesterday i was asleep at 2something am. without knowing why i become so hardworking for the insurance thingy.haha...my only hope for now is I dont want to retake da exam for the second time if failed.lols.i knew i must struggle hard for it.hehe.. it was just like hoping the rainbow appear today? hoping for the miracles will happen. [=

Thank god my parents is ok now. i was so afraid yesterday if the war is going to start AGAIN..cause i will be the very very poor and pity victims between the war. live with no pea. rains with booms and the deadly sound.corps lying on the floor.blood floated the city. (haha...too over ba my descriptions. this is what we called as metaphor!! lmaoz..)

AND yesterday also quite unhappy because of him. why always him?? he's the one who made up the plan to go Genting-KL trip, now he dont want to join. So pikachu said, 'he is one gang with us..if he dont want to join. then I dont have the feeling to go'. I getting so angry to hear about this.hate3!! ok fine! NOW i officially inform that the Genting-KL trip is canceled!!~ *blah..blahbla*

what a April Fool jokes!hahaha.... 2day i am actually going to register for marry with Steve.muahaha... forgotten how this crazy idea starts, i think its start with me. ;DD he say go honeymoon on Friday at Mamak stall??omg!!how could him!!zzz.. then he said go Spain dont know because of what!!?haha... at last, we will be at Japan.huhu~ i want to go Disneyland, honey.hahaha... I love me cute 'hubby'! <3 *wink*

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|save our environment.... ^^
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 * 12:36 PM
2day is a hot day..sunny. BUT will it rain later? will the rainbow appear in the sky 2day? is there any meteor rain 2night? will the sun appear in the night?omg... they are lots n lots of possibility for things to happens...except for the Sun to appear in the night la. *doink* If the sun appear in the night, means that the whole world is going to death man. *grinn* When will this happen?
People nowadays is so selfish. They do what they like...they throw rubbish everywhere. You can see the rubbish fly all over in the highways, floating in the river..the sea, people don't hesitate to produce more and more smoke to the surroundings..by motor engines, factory industries, and they do open burning and they discover the jungle just for their satisfaction. (eh, is smoking including ar?hahaha =pp)The jungle influence weather by controlling rainfall and evaporation of water from soil. They help stabilise the world's climate by storing large amounts of carbon that would otherwise contribute to climate change. The jungle are home to a million of forest people that depends on jungle for their survival - both physically and spiritually.

When people will stop this unmoral actions? When people will start to realize and save the environment? is it when the sea level raises and floated their home.. when the food produce lesser.. when there are no petrol for their motor engines(do this related, huh?)..when the old and the younger gasping for air and when the deadly diseases is spreading all over the world??... Come on people,come and save the environment. What do u learn in Nasional Service(so is this related too?hahaha), show all your moral values to the youngers,the juniors and also the seniors who think they are mean to be better than the young s. Be a good citizen! The good environment borns the healthy citizen. I guess all of us wish to free from deadly diseases, right? Grows in the happy family with the ones we love,our life partner and also our next generations. So, peoples....please keep the environment clean and stop being selfish. Protects the green forest,defending our oceans and STOP causing extinction of millions of forest people.


wahh...what am i trying to do?haha... trying to improve my essay writing or doing campaigns? haha... haha.. this fragile world deserves a voice. Its need solution. Its need changes. Its need actions!!~ hehe...

yesterday i send him a message asking him how is his first day working? But he didnt reply me wor.. *sad* suan ler...maybe we not meant for each other! i want to be happy always.. Dont want to think much about it. well well, a successful person doesn't let emotional feeling distracted their daily routine ma.keh3. put it aside lar..think further...things would be easier! *wink*

*ciao*

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|what a boring day...
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 * 4:05 PM
haiz, wondering why my muscle paining this few days?? not enough exercise?i'm so lazy for exercise la...have to wake up early!! any others thg to do newayz?haha... I dont feel great today cause "aunty visit". wondering why is it paining.haha... As Fatin said, we had enough of exercise in the camp, that's why we dont feel pain for these day.....after the camp, really feel lazy to exercise la..haha... *daisei*

today, he's goin for his first day working as which I-dont-know-what nearby parade. heard pikachu said,he work as a clerk? omg..funny *grinn* hope he's going to be ok. [=

so tired today... yesterday i dont know what time i was asleep. i was reading insurance thingy on the bed yesterday.how boring it is...wondering when can i finish the whole boOk? i fall asleep on my lovely bed..lols.

this is what i did on my bed for not feeling sleepy....

studying or beaching?hahaha.... ;DD


see how thick is dat insurance boOk..zzz

AND now i was feeling more tired.exhausted. feeling hungry and sleepy.haha.. i had finished 2episode of my favourite Taiwan movie which is so funny and romantic.haha...[ they kiss again 2]. so tired boiling with laptop..have to hang my head like that..hmmm.... *yawn* will be carry on with one more episode next time..haha =pp



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